a tribute to the most beautiful woman in the world! my mom!

fingers turn so brittle,and feet turn biting cold,
in the midst u feel so little,while the others look so bold,

thats when she holds ur hand,before u can even say,
she reads wats in ur minds,she gave u life one day,

the one who defined beauty,and who u loved to imitate,
u wore her oversized clothes and shoes, to feel and look great,

we always take her for granted,even though she loves us the most,
but she will still love us unconditionally,no matter from coast to coast,

no matter what u say or fight,no one can replace her truly,
the warmth she has in her hug,even if we have been unruly,

she forgives us without a sorry,and loves us beyond our flaw,
u can only become one and know the feeling,thats the untold law,

her magnaninmity is undescribable and her concern is so touching,
she will find u when ur lost, u dont have to do the searching,

she is undoubtedly the most beautiful woman ,absolutely from within,
she gave meaning to ur living, and let ur life smoothly begin...

love u mom

you and life

you and life

by Niloufar Saleem on Tuesday, February 7, 2012 at 6:18pm

a dream inside a dream,

a meaning for every seing

how things just change around you

and you learn to change your being

things are never really simple

its just how simple you make them,

u either accept what comes your way

or have the courage to just change them

its funny how things change with time

its funnier when your not trying,

one minute your so lost and hopeless

in the next you change your mind

u hope and dream for so much

u want it so badly ,it aches,

to believe it has to touch

and suddenly it just shakes

you gather the pieces together

and try to make some sense

so hard ,with so much effort,

but just cant break the fence

its fine because u think

no problem ,even if u have,

gulp the pain and wink

smile,you dont care!

at the end ,u have just one

it cant be that bad,

with no regrets,just have fun

enjoy,just be glad

silly billy

i love music n  i hate cheese,

love the happy dancing of leaves,

i blow colorful bubbles when am reely bored,

always confused on the road,

i dance n sing for myself alone,

at 22 i still feel i haven grown,

an addict of coffee, and my choice so rare,

i take hours to choose what to wear,

everything depends only on my mood,

 i can starve all day or eat all the food,

i listen to all try not to judge,

ice creams taste best with hot chocolate fudge,

silly things can reely excite me as hell,

i can even roll on the floor laughing at myself,

usually alone and lost in thoughts,

very content with all ive got,

am stupid silly n crazzy sometimes

i can run around annoying ppl with school ryhmes

when am sleepy i cant stop to giggle at all,

i love salman khan although he's not tall,:p

everything in this world is colorful n nice,

my moms only wonder is when god'l make me wise.

i know am one of my own kind,

thats just me , guys am sure u dont mind!!!

for u dad

u held my fragile hands so delicately in your strong ones,

u carried me around like i was  your only priced possession,

u would bring the roof down if i would fall or be hurt,

there was love behind ur anger, and softness when u were curt,

u would cry to send me off, even for a school trip,

and if i would be upset or low , u would sink ur own ship,

ur the strongest man in this world for me,

u brought me to life and gave me identity,

i have angered you, and even disobeyed maybe,

but behind all that i just want you to see,

ill always love u dad, as much as i can,

u are ,and , will always be  MY FIRST MAN.

a note

a note to my man

when i saw u first i was so clueless about things,

i didnt know what life was going to bring..

u came and took me off before i knew,

so much happened, i still wonder if its true,

cant believe its all happening for real,

its beautiful how u make me feel,

i didnt know what best to give u for today,

so thot why not do it my way,

and give u the smallest , but something close to my heart,

something that assures u , we'll never be apart,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY,i wish u all the happiness in the world,

may u always be successful in all that u do and bold,

thank u for loving me so much ashu,

it means a lot , i love u more than u do ,

i swear whatever good or bad  happens in our life,

inshallah, ul never regret for choosing me as ur wife!!

lost ,to be found...

 a naive and lost person, trying to find her path to reach her goal,
decided on it  to be whats at her reach,a DARK HOLE,
she stept in ,with her eyes closed tight,
her face ,completely drowning with fright,
she fell so hard, from a distance so high,
that it was hard to even look up at the sky,
so crumpled, and pressed, disturbed and blue,
drops of agony slowly trickle through,
she looks back to see if theres stil room for her,
but fortune as always never favoured her,
yearning for warmth, and a safe place in peace,
where her heart would just be filled with ease,
but nope, she had to struggle her way out of the trap,
and see that she makes a place for her inbetween all the crap,
she s strong as iron, and weak as a leaf,
she will cut u off to invisibility,and weep alone for relief,
by the grace of god, she will survive,for she is a fighter herself,
she can stand above all,and even get intimidated to an elf,
so complicated and emotional,so fragile is her heart,
she will glue u together, or even tare u apart,
if u dont treat her well, or even value her being,

she will one day bid goodbye forever,and then ull NEVER be seing.

introspection

liffe has never given her the best but she learned to love the things god has given her to the fullest and has  accepted things even when she felt it was unfair to...

but sometimes her expectations of the whole world narrow down to just thaat one soul she loves truly...
her love is posessive, crazy, jealous,but...unconditional...not materialistic ...
she wants the attention , the care, the importance , the security that she s the one and will always be..

she sometimes wants him to knw her like she knows herself...

she constantly wants a subtle reminder that she s  loved ...
she knows deep within she is being unreasonable..

but she s  not able to hold bak or help herself from doing this...

if she has never expected anything from anyone is t fair for her to expect the whole worlds share of expectation from that one soul???